Hi, my names cate and I want to post things about what I want to do. I've always wanted to post my own blog and tell people what I am all about.
secrets
previously On Chance One Chance Before I died I was accused of killing myself. The truth is that I was murdered. I want to tell my side of the story before its to late. Can you figure out who killed me. I’ll put out three different suspects. Their stories and why they wanted to kill me, but first let me tell you about myself. June 1st My last day of high school was when I started to cut myself. The bullying was unbearable. All of my friends had left me and began to mock me,terrorize me. I was glad it was last day of school. I had stop cutting and took up therapy and thought that my torture was over. I was wrong because a few right before our graduation I was shot and killed by one of these suspects. They knew that I cut myself and wanted to use that as a offline defense. My name is Sandra and this is my story……………… Now that you know my story I bet you want to know who is the first person who hated me. My ex best friend, Nicole. June 2nd Nicole the kind if person who has your back no matter what. Well that all changed when she decided to tell every last one of my secrets on Twitter. She wanted to destroy me, why because she joined a new crowd. A crowd were their was nothing but haters. They day I told her to leave me alone and never bother me again. She threatened me,that if I ever talked to her she would take my life and make it look like an accident. I though it was a threat but turned out to be true. I died exactly 2 hours later. Knowing that I those were my last moments was nothing compared to what I had in store. Nicole Point of view I told all of her secrets. I had to I just had to if I did not I risk my life. A life that was being played like a puppet. I saw the cuts in her arm,my heart began to pound really hard. After that I couldn’t speak the pain was itching to come out. To tell her in the end every little thing was going to be alright. My last fight with her was planned,part of the game I had to play. He/she told me he wasn’t going to kill her. When I found her I screamed in pain I caused her. I said I would take her life……but I did nit mean it. In Nicole Head So,what if she died doesn’t matter to me I am just part of why her life ended………. The Second Person My foster mom, Fawn June 3 All my life I just waited and waited for a reason that my mom cared for me a reason for me not to be a burden. I waited and waited for a reason. What was my reason for going on, nothing. I when I told her to change and be strong. She was horrible. I thought it was the drugs she used but now I know she hates me. I told her how I felt she treated me like I was garbage,she never gave me a chance. The day I told her again she threatened me with my life just like Nicole. “If you ever talk to me that way you are going to regret ever living. You will cry and beg me to end your life. You mean nothing to me!” exactly one hour later I was screaming in pain. I was begging to end my life. Fawn Point of View I did not threaten her! Look I don’t who the hell you are but I don’t have to take this. Get out! Get out now! How dare you accuse me if killing that depressed child. She committed suicide,all the evidence is there. Fawn’s Head What was suppose to do? She died because of them, all of them. They made me this way. Sure I knew her future that’s why I took her in so I could love her, when they found out I took her in. Lets just say I was forced. I loved my little girl. I knew she did to but what was I suppose to do?
Seven devils
previously On Chance One Chance Before I died I was accused of killing myself. The truth is that I was murdered. I want to tell my side of the story before its to late. Can you figure out who killed me. I’ll put out three different suspects. Their stories and why they wanted to kill me, but first let me tell you about myself. June 1st My last day of high school was when I started to cut myself. The bullying was unbearable. All of my friends had left me and began to mock me,terrorize me. I was glad it was last day of school. I had stop cutting and took up therapy and thought that my torture was over. I was wrong because a few right before our graduation I was shot and killed by one of these suspects. They knew that I cut myself and wanted to use that as a offline defense. My name is Sandra and this is my story……………… Now that you know my story I bet you want to know who is the frist person who hated me. My ex best friend, Nicole. June 2nd Nicole the kind if person who has your back no matter what. Well that all changed when she decieded to tell every last one of my secrets on Twitter. She wanted to destroy me, why because she joined a new crowd. A crowd were thier was nothing but haters. They day I told her to leave me aline and never bother me again. She treatened me,that if I ever talked to her she woukd take my life and make it look like an accident. I though it was a threat but turned out to be ture. I died excatly 2 hours later. Knowing that I thise were my ladt moments was nothing compared to what I had in store. Nicole Point of view I told all of her secrets. I had to I just had to if I did not I risk my life. A life that was being played like a puppet. I saw the cuts in her arm,my heart began to pound really hard. After that I couldn’t speak the pain was itching to come out. To tell her in the end every little thing was going to be alright. My last fight with her was planned,part of the game I had to play. He/she told me he wasn’t going to kill her. When I found her I screamed in pain I caused her. I said I would take her life……but I didn’t mean it. In Nicole Head So,what if she died doesn’t matter to me I am just part of why her life ended.
Trying to quietly listen to you
as you tell me what you’ve been thinking
while I’m silently going insane
and it feels like the bottom finally fell through
as you say those words I’ve heard before.
Feeling really sick inside,
I refuse to start crying
and I refuse to freak out
because I hear what you’re saying
but there is no way I’m letting it happen.
You tell me that you think it’s whats best for me,
can’t you see that without you
my life would have no meaning,
if you give up on us
then there’s no point to things at all.
“I don’t think you should wait for me”,
those words hurt like crazy
and scared the hell out of me
as I get flashes back to the last time
someone said those words to me.
You think that it would be better
for me to go on without you
but there is no way I’m letting you go,
I will fight everything you say,
anything you could do to keep you.
Can’t you see I’d rather run the risk
of any danger that I could face
then not be with you,
I don’t care about the risk,
you’re worth anything to me.
It’s my choice what kind of life I live
and what I put myself through,
I don’t care what it takes
or what the cost is to me
I’m going to stay with you.
My tears turn cold where they fell
and the pain in my chest keeps building,
I told you that I wouldn’t let you go
but it still feels like my heart is breaking,
it hurt when you said those words.
I know you’re tired baby,
I know you’re tired of the pain
but giving up on us
is not the answer baby at all,
please don’t give up on us.
I love you baby, oh so much,
you’re the only reason I’ve still been trying at all,
and if you give up on us
and you let me go
there won’t be any point in my life at all.
I love baby with all of my heart,
keep holding onto hope
just a little while longer baby
we’ll find some way to make it work
just don’t give up on me or us.
fix a heart
This is a story I barely came up with I wanted to share it…., Before I died I was accused of killing myself. The truth is that I was murdered. I want to tell my side of the story before its to late. Can you figure out who killed me. I’ll put out three different suspects. Their stories and why they wanted to kill me, but first let me tell you about myself. June 1st My last day of high school was when I started to cut myself. The bullying was unbearable. All of my friends had left me and began to mock me,terrorize me. I was glad it was last day of school. I had stop cutting and took up therapy and thought that my torture was over. I was wrong because a few right before our graduation I was shot and killed by one of these suspects. They knew that I cut myself and wanted to use that as a offline defense. My name is Sandra and this is my story.
Stop&Stare